Sleepless

I am awake at some ridiculous hour. I have so much on my mind right now. I can't even clearly explain it. There is so much I want out of life and I feel like I am not doing anything worthwhile. Why can't life be more like tv or movies? That would be cool or more hard. Who knows? I know one thing for sure, I don't want to look back on my life in ten years and be unhappy with the person who I am. I just want to be content and somewhat satisfied with the things I have accomplished. If that makes any sense, ahh well. I am going to try and sleep. Good night.